Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Done with proposal for my term paper!

There are lots of topics which came across of my mind recently...
but hey, what I need is only a topic, a specific topic!
nak giler pikir topic yang mane sesuai.. huhu..
coz this is the only research I will do to pursue my degree..
dalam haty 'niw baru research buat degree, belum agi research for master's & phD' LOL..

at first, I was so down. dipressed. give up.
sume cakap my topic is rather difficult. huhu..
I don't know..
but I think insyaALLAH I will manage to get through all of it.

Luckily my dad was very understanding..
He tried to put my strength back!
by saying " Don't listen to others. If you think you can do the topic, go ahead! Not everybody think what you think. Maybe the topic is so hard to them and maybe the topic is easy for u".
That makes me believe that I wanna be different! :)

After all the hustle and bustle,
I asked my seniors as well as Kak Natra too, regarding to my topic.
They gave some opinions, advices, suggestions.
Lucky to have them!
and I really really appreciate!
I don't know how else I am going to thank them :)

Today, December 18th, the submition date of my proposal..
Hope Ms B will satisfy and get the ideas of what I am trying to study in my research..
Besides, I'll be waiting for her approval..
and later I will continue for my 1st chapter of the term paper.

ps : Hopefully Ms B tak reject.. Amin :)


Sunday, November 28, 2010

Am I ready for this?

Sometimes I wonder how it's gonna feel...
will my love be true and real?
will I be ready when my heart starts to fall?
what will I do when my love comes to call?

will my love come in a bowl of fire?
will it be filled with hope and desire?
will my love come in a pouring rain?

am I ready for the joy?
am I ready for the pain
am I ready for the boy?
am I ready for this game?
am I ready for the kiss?
am I ready for teh stars?
am I ready for the bliss?
am I ready for love?

I know I'm not a lil girl anymore
coz I'm feeling things I never felt before
sweet sensations and anticipations
the best feelings that I ever had!

GOOD ADVICEs TO you:
1) be true to yourself
2) keep your spirit free
3) be good to yourself

then LOVE will find you...



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Saturday, November 27, 2010

Hip hip hooray!! ♥


Finally, abes pun download sume lagu from the latest Taylor Swift's album, SPEAK NOW!

ps: harap jew minat die giler-giler.. tapi album die tak beli pun. huhu...

bukan tanak beli.. tapi dah terkena byk kali dulu..
beli mahal2, pastu dah 2-3 tahun, tetibe cd tu ley jadi RM29.90..
mmg unfair la..
lebih baik download jew.. since download pun there's no charges kan.. hehe :D

lagu die sume superb!
SORRY for those yang tak minat die..
but I think her songs nice..

adore her hair, her style, her songs, her attitude, (byk gilerrrrr)
yang penting sume suke la pasal TAYLOR SWIFT!


There are four songs yang I paling paling suke so far dalam album baru die..
1) Last Kiss
2) Back to December
3) Sparks fly
4) Mine (suke.. tapi da salu kat radio, boringg plak)
so ganti dengan...
5) Never grow up


Okkay! album lame die yang Fearless tu not bad!
love all the songs..
especially...
1) You belong with me
2) Untouchable
3) Hey Stephen
4) The way I loved you
5) White horse


Album die yang dulu tu of course la sangat sangat suke..
first time dengar lagu FOREVER and ALWAYS & OUR SONG yang buat I jatuh cinta dengan Taylor Swift.

Tengok! Jahat gilerr.. Dah beralih arah..
Zaman sekolah mmg giler 'die hard fans' of Britney Spears, Hilary Duff, Avril Lavigne, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Good Charlotte...
yang taley blah perfume sume nak gune BRITNEY!
(LOL ♥ really miss that time)

and frust giler bile tak dapat pegi concert Simple Plan.. I was 16 on that time.. memang tak lepas la nak kuar..huhu :(

tahun 2007, Good Charlotte plak buat concert..
AGAIN! tak dapat pegi.. huhu..
sebab kawan2 mane ade minat GC.
disappointed sekali agi.. :(

tahun 2008, Avril Lavigne plak..
tak dapat jugak..
well, da dapat green light actually..
tapi last minute so terpakse cancel kan.. huhu..

sangat tak bertuah..
but hey, Taylor Swift will be performing her new songs in Birmingham next year..
da taw sangat mesti la tak dapat pegi..
tapi my cousin's there!
harap harap die pegi.. hehe..
watch Taylor's concert for me,
at least it cheers me a bit :)3

Taylor Swift is amazing!


I'm not very angry at all...

Grr...
Siyes tengah bengang giler tadi, luckily dah cool sket right now.

Please don't judge me based on words and appearances!
YOU don't know me..
and neither am I..

Yup! You have ur right to talk! but I have my points too.

eeiiii.. geram geram geram...

ps : Kalau simple thing macam tu pun u terase, baik tayah bergurau..
In fact, my jokes pun tak la sekasar. I mean I tak gune bahase yang teruk..

coz I know... I tak pnah use any rude words to call people.
People who know me, they know ANIS AMIRAH... who just love to laugh and laugh...

by the way,
I know everybody makes mistakes.. and so am I..
I just try to forgive and forget..
No hard feelings as well.

May Allah bless you all!

Friday, November 26, 2010

My new FAVE!

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away
Away

I do recall now, the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July ninth, the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go, sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I'd roll my eyes and then you'd pull me in
I'm not much for dancing, but for you I did
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends
Just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you you wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last


ps : it means a lot to me.. I dunno why.. but I love the lyric! as well as the rhythm..

you did a great job, Taylor! xoxo

Am I curious??

I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how...
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

And were not speaking,
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you?
Like it's killing me..

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I go back to December all the time...

I’m so glad you made time to see me.
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while.
You’ve been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right.

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I’d go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

All the time

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Total Eclipse of the Heart

Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely
And you're never coming around


Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit tired
Of listening to the sound of my tears


Turnaround,
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous
That the best of all the years have gone by
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified
And then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart


And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong


Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forevers gonna start tonight
(Forevers gonna start tonight)


Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do - A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forevers gonna start tonight
(Forevers gonna start tonight)

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

Turn around, bright eyes

Monday, November 15, 2010

HP7 ... Nowhere is safe! ...




SERIOUSLY, I really can't wait to watch this movie...
I've been followed this movie since I was in year6.. if I'm not mistaken.. LOL :p
I love to see Harry's cute face (presumably with his scar) hehe..
as well as Ron and Hermionie.. they tend to quarrel all the time where actually makes the movie more interesting!
Ron with his freckles remind me how cute he is when he first stepped into Hogwarts!
and plus I have freckles too! (konon2 nak same jugak macam die) taley blah!
AND that's why I adore Rupert Grint so much..


Besides, I love Harry instead! He's so adorable... Kan best kalau boyfriend I macam die.. Charming, Smart, Courageous... awww!! He's way awesome than I expected in real life..


nak tengok Harry Potter 7
nak tengok Harry Potter 7
nak tengok Harry Potter 7
nak tengok Harry Potter 7
nak tengok Harry Potter 7
nak tengok Harry Potter 7

ps : macam budak kecik plak merengek.. HAHAhaha :D

I've read all the books.. so mestila nk tengok movie die.. I've been waiting for such a long time.. (long time la sangat an!)

yela, Dumbledore kan mati dalam Harry Potter & Half Blood Prince, so I nk tgk sambungan die..
and yet I dah taw the ending! yeayyy!

SATISFIED! okay!

I LOVE THE POSTERS! I wish I could get them.. once in a lifetime :)


Sengal!

Dah lame tak update blog...
1st2 buat jew hangat2 tahi ayam.. pastu bile dah tak reti, tinggal macam tu jew..
HAHAhahaha...

Konon-konon nak masukkan lagu la, tu la ni la..
finally baru reti! memang sengal..
senang jew..
I thought it was hard.. yela, I dah la tak suke keje remeh2..

since then, yeay! dapat update blog balik..
tapi, I don't have any idea to write.. LOL.. In fact, I love to talk..
Ape kaw niw? cakap macam Kelly la! hahaha..