Am I curious??

I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how...
I've never heard silence quite this loud.

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

And were not speaking,
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you?
Like it's killing me..